I always thought that when we referred to Kalk bay and Noordhoek as “behind the crystal curtain” we meant crystals as in the type Gina Lenetti wore in her pocket when the bus hit her on Brooklyn 99. Which is why I uttered a nervous giggle when Steve1 threw a few MDMA crystals on the glass table before crushing it with his Woolies card while his wife Lilly and their friend Rose2 got comfortable on the bed.
As unbelievable as it may sound, especially in Cape Town, this was the first time I took MDMA. Even though I am deeply knowledgeable about anything mushroom related (geek level knowledge), this was my first trip with something synthetic, and my first 4way. Two new things in one night. Two women. And two dicks.
*I will not be chronologically documenting the whole night. But merely moments. You can jump to any paragraph from here.
“I want you to hurt me” Lilly said as my one hand was holding her behind her neck and my other hand had two fingers inside of her. I slipped an extra finger inside her and she moaned loudly in my ear as her head tilted back. “Don’t fucking stop”. Over Lilly’s shoulder, Rose and I made and held eye contact as she was on top of Steve. Could have been a second, could have been a minute, could have been a year. I just know having Lilly cum into my palm while Rose was looking at me was the enrapturing I needed.
I have always been intrigued by couples who can play like this. Is this as they say “couple goals”? There is not a shred of jealousy in Lilly or Steve, in fact, they honestly enjoy seeing their partner have fun even if it’s with someone else. It gives them actual pleasure, this scene that would horrify “normal” monogamous couples. Maybe this is the Shangri-la of being secure in a relationship? Enlightenment out of the depths of anxious attachment and the grounding of the flightful avoidant.
“Jesus, Lilly you squirt so quickly!” Rose said laughing as Steve was going down on her, my fingers still inside of Lilly. “I know! I fucking love it”.
“I have an idea. What about I make Rose squirt over you, Lilly?”. I’m obviously an ideas man.
Lilly reclined on the sex couch they had in their bedroom. First time I saw one of these outside of porn. Rose squatted over Lilly in a cowgirl position as Lilly took her husband Steve’s dick in her mouth. “This I want to see” Steve says with a grin. The MDMA has hit him like a train and he is loving this. I pull her head back by her hair and gently slide my other hand down the front of her neck. Down between her breasts. Over her bellybutton. She exhales. In my hand I can feel how wet she is and I know my signature “party trick” as I call it, will make this so easy. Lilly’s moans filled the room only to be choired by the sound of Rose squirting over her tummy. I stepped away to get a better look as Rose sat down on Lilly and proceeded to grind her wet tummy.
Later Rose collapsed next to me under my arm. I ran the back of my fingers across her forehead, eyebrows, temple and cheek. The candlelight was bouncing off her skin as I stroked her hair out of her face from her temple to behind her neck. I would give her hair a gentle pull before I firmly held her neck and head in my hand. She would almost instinctively tilt her head back exposing her throat for me. My hand slid from behind her neck to engulf her throat. My index finger below her jaw and just reaching her chin. I can feel her deep exhale on me as her eyes open with a slightly surprised look as if she caught herself in a moment of unplanned intimacy.
“Get my number from Lilly and Whatsapp me” Rose said as she got into her hatchback Audi and drove off.
All names have been changed for anonymity
Lilly and Rose are pseudonyms